Fawn

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

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It was painful, the feeling she felt inside. Even with someone who followed her, she felt completely alone. She didn't know how she even kept going. Maybe the darkness itself was going to spare her to use her as a tool. There was just one problem with this. She wasn't considered evil, well, not yet. She didn't like seeing other's die, but would it be by her teeth that the next one to die in her eyes would be because of her. She only prayed to Cerberus that it wouldn't happen.

Depressed pools turned to look behind her. It was techniqually his choice to follow her or not. She would only wait for so long. She was patient, just uncaring. She looked around, scenting the air to make an easy catch.

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all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

Aaka

Blood is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep screwin' with me? There's no where else to go!

So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way

You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace)

My life, worry, life is story
Give up, beating
I'll start, needing

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep screwin' with me? There's no where else to go!

So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way

What really do I have to follow?
Nothing makes sense at all.
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall.

I'm bringing me down [x3]
I'm bringing me...down

She spotted Fawn and smiled faintly. She trotted forth, the white alphess hiding her pain behind a mask. Her children were missing. Maybe Fawn would know where they were. She doubted it though. Why should Fawn do anything for her? She had done nothing for the other wolfess. But maybe, just maybe, the other fae had seen her children somewhere. "Fawn..." Her call was soft as she stared through yellow orbs at the female asking for her permission to come closer. Although meaner then the devil himself, Aaka still had respect for others.

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep screwin' with me? There's no where else to go!

So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way

Fawn

Large tawny audettes turned in the direction of the voice. It was Aaka, the wolf she had met in the meadow. But still, there was no glee to the re-aquantence. No life jumping from where her heart should be to her throat. Instead she stood quietly and watched the female as she stood and requested permission to aproach. She granted the fea permission for Fawn was not evil, no, there was no evil in her. She just had no feeling, a body with no soul. A puppet to walk and make live actions only by strings. How her head did seem to sit like a dead tree on a hill.

" What brings you here Aaka?" She asked plainly, without greeting, without question on how she felt or how her day was. She stood quietly awaiting, orbs of gold flicking back and forth to see if the other wolf had followed her. But it seemed that once again she had been abandoned. It was her life, and that is how it always seemed to play. Another stab to a broken soul did little but keep her alive. Again she turned to Aaka, wondering what brought her forth to such a lowly creature, the one whom loomed in the darkness and the clutch of Satan as he only twisted her strings about her neck, choking and depriving her of what made others live in normallity.